One of the speakers we heard at Orange last week was Donald Miller. In short, he respectfully challenged John Maxwell on leadership. He defined leadership as more than influence. For instance, Donald Miller says that he influences people who read his books, but he is not a leader. Leadership is more than influence. Donald Miller defined leadership this way: deep love for people and involving people in ownership of your vision. He said that a leader is a person who gets to know you in such a way that you want to take part in owning their vision. I'm still processing some of his random thoughts on leadership, but I do agree that I have often felt that leadership is more than simply influence.
Francis Chan challenged me the most. He spoke about the Holy Spirit and the importance of being a living example of what God is like. It was Jesus who said that there was someone great coming after Him. The Holy Spirit came and transformed lives including those first disciples. It was when the Holy Spirit showed up that people noticed. Like Francis said, I doubt anyone walked away on the day of Pentecost simply saying, "That was awesome. John learned Chinese in 20 seconds." When the Holy Spirit is involved, supernatural things happened.
I have spent a lot of time reflecting on the role of the Holy Spirit in my life this past week How do I experience God? How do I experience the Holy Spirit in my life and ministry? Francis Chan said that there should be a major difference between those who have the Holy Spirit and those who don't. I know the Holy Spirit has made a difference in my life, but the reality is I think I often rely to much on myself rather than the Holy Spirit. I often try to take things into my own hands rather than relying on God's power. I want to figure out how I can fix things or I worry about things as if results depend on me. I sometimes even have doubts rather than trusting the One who is in control.
I am wondering how I can change my thinking. What I long to see is for God to show up in such a way that it changes my perception, belief, and ultimately my relationship with Him. I long to see God working in supernatural ways. I also believe that our culture today needs God to show up in supernatural ways. People need to see God.
Francis Chan challenged us to be living pictures of God individually and collectively. The problem is that the picture our culture seems to have of Christians and the church is anything but supernatural. What if we really lived in such a way that people began to say, "No one does that. No one forgives like that. No one gives like that. No one loves like that. No one cares like that." Then we would be able to say, "Wait a minute. There is someone - God. This is just a glimpse or a picture of God and what He is like."
What does this mean for me individually in how I rely on God, in what I give up for God, in how I live for God? What action steps do I need to take? What does this mean for the small group that I experience community with? What action steps do we need to take? How can we collectively ,in the way we care for each other and those around us, be a living picture of what God is like? These are some of the questions that I am asking.



